I'm 30 years old and was just diagnosed with aspergers. Married but still very lonely. Husband is very understanding and socially awkward as well. He is currently out with a group of people he has never met to play a board game. I don't understand the enjoyment in putting yourself in such a situation, it boggles my mind. I feel jealous and in pain.
So with that, I sit here alone knowing that what is wrong with me will never go away. I don't want to be alone but I do. It's frustrating. Worried that if he dies, I will have nobody that will understand me or want to be around me. Wish it was easier to connect with people. How do you do it without pushing or scaring them away?
Does that mean I did cause and worsen my scoliosis? Unfortunately it lists everything I've talked about...I found this website that lays out what the causes for scoliosis can be:SOURCE: https://draxe.com/scoliosis/Risk Factors for Scoliosis: Who Suffers Most?Over the years, there’s been a lot of theories thrown around, but we know scoliosis patients usually have several things in common:...
I tried it all. Sitting it out will just get it back to me sometime. Only way to release steam is to talk about it or get told that i didnt worsen it. What should i do? I will not go to a therapist for some guilt feelings. Ive asked on multiple forums about this trouble. This one was the best forum by far. Thanks to you, guys! But what should i do? I cant get this obsession out of my head.