Okay.....I know this is an asperger's group, but some of us with asperger's also have gender identity disorder. I have both.... is there anyone else in my boat? Anyway my introduction I'm a single 18 yr old transbian. I'm pretty much on the high performance level of Asperger's Syndrome, wich for me helps out when I write music lyrics. All I need is a topic then give me anywhere from 5 to 10 minutes to write music lyrics. The down side is that I have concentration problems when it comes to sudden sounds, or if I'm doing something and someone is bothering me. I've had anger issues as well growing up due to my GID. Now have been living in my female role for almost 3 years this June I've calmed down. I recently almost a year this coming Feb 5th had my mom die, ever since I've gone from listening to backstreet boys and nsync to listening to bands like Metallica,Pantera, Judas Priest, and Slipknot. It pretty much keeps my anxiety down,calms me and lets me hear my anger all in one. With my moms anniversary coming up my stress,anxiety,and anger levels have been worse than they normally are. I've been more snippy with my family and friends. And now on top of dealing with asperger's my mom's passing, and transitioning I've got my aunt and uncle on the verge of splitting up. So Idk how I'm dealign with it all, hell I'm surprised I havn't tried to kill myself. I just wish I could have a normal life without having to deal with all of this.
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