My whole existance seems to have tumbled into a place of plight, I just HATE that this thing finally has a name and there is noone to go to talk to about it. As if this condition is not isolating enough in its own right! Despite my high verbal skills and overall intelligence I am very gullible to bullying and manipulation. I was working @ building a support network in NH but now I am in Connecticut concerned I will be lost on misconstrued once again. So close to getting my life together and yet so far, I am in a very precarious phase in all this right now. I guess I am kind of scared.
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