do you guys have many breakdowns....and not just the im having a bad week breakdowns...but the im either going to implode or kill myself to stop this....example....in the space of a few months last year i lost a long term girlfriend...lost my dad to cancer(1st experience with death)...lost a great job....then the girlfriend had an abortion before i had the chance to find out if it was mine...i just lost it for months...binge drinking to the point of madness..it would calm down for a few days then something would set me off again for days...thoughts of suicide... i destroyed friendships....jesus i actually thought i was lost this time....ive since settled...but still every few weeks my mood just slips ..at times..with no warning at all..and when it comes a just have to be alone...fast...but then like a storm clearing ...the next day im completly fine......just curious if this sounds familiar............
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