I am having one of those days when I can't believe that this is my life. I am only 33 and disable, I tell myself. I've had to deal with cancer, have to deal with RA and the pain it causes day in and day out. I am in such pain today that it hurts to cry, but I had to cry. On top of it, the medical expenses that I've had to incurred into add so much stress. I can hardly sleep at nigh due to the combination of worry, pain, and sleep apnea. Two years ago, just before I was diagnosed with cancer and RA my husband, now ex, sent me divorce papers while I was still in the hospital! Ugh!! Today is just one of those days that I can't help but to think about all of this stuff and how horr5ible that last 2 1/2 years have been. I feel so exhausted physically and emotionally...I'm tired of the whole thing and the battle has just begun.
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