I don't know who else to talk to about this and I know you will understand. I feel like I'm getting worse and I haven't heard from the doc that is going to do my surgery. I've been having alot of pain in my legs every day and I'm loosing control of my bladder which I was told could come I just was hoping it wouldn't. I'm getting really scared and I don't know who else to vent to cause like I said I don't think anyone else will understand. My boyfriend makes fun of me and my mom tells me that they have more pills but I'm at my limit for how many pills I can get I'm already not getting 2 filled cause I have so many to get filled so 1 more would just add to it and we don't have the money to pay for it so I don't know what to do. You would think all these pain pills would take care of the pain but they don't. I'm embarassed about the bladder thing especially when I stayed a week at my brothers and he had locks on his doors to keep cats out and I had to do laundry twice. I don't know. I just knew this was a safe place to vent. Thank you for listening.
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