When the anxiety hits, I take 2mg of Xanax. Today, it has not helped. I'm thinking of taking two more, but that'll through my daily prescriptive allowance off. Then, I'll hear the addiction speech from my dr again. But, what's one to do when they have nothing better to offer. Do these drs really have any idea how unbearable it is to pace the house nervously and have a roaring heading that makes you want to pound your head against a wall 'til its nothing but a bloody mess?! My heart is pounding out of my chest and I just want to cry, but no tears will come:(
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