Hello.... I am sort of new to this community but not new to anxiety. i have mainly been posting on the bereavement one b/c i recnetly lost a very close aunt to lung cancer in march of this year.. but i have had horrible time with anxiety, ocd and depression most of my lifetime. since a child. i am on disabilty and am not faced with a full time job like i used to, which the stress of going there and making it through a work day was more than i could manage. i feel more stable for being away from working everyday but i feel guilty like i am not trying to get better. i have tried so many treatmetns in my life and it always stays around in some way.. my mind is very powerful as far as obsessions and worries.. anyway, i was wondering if anyone is on disability or even if not if they have a job that they do from home or via the internet that they like and pays decent. i think i have found one thing but not sure if it will work for me or not.. just looking for ideas or what others do if they are on disability and can't work anymore.. i am only 29 and feel guilty for using disability but being on disability brought me back to being more stable and healthy all over if i return to a job away from home i know it will come back. it comes back in certain situations even if i have a committment for one day... any advice is appreciated.. you can respond to this or message me if desired. hope you all are well today.. hugs LORI
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