I am upset, I love this man that pulled me into his life. It was a wonderful 2 months that I saw him for bouts of 2 hours or emailed thru the day - soulmate material! I thought he was being honest with me - telling me everything (at least he seemed to be very open with me). He was everything in a man I prayed to God for, I could not believe it. I later found out he was married and he left to go back to his wife & kid when the call came from his wife to me. I don't understand why men do these things, why couldn't he just be honest from the start and tell me he was married - I would have never let him near me. I don't need that kind of mess in my life - needless to say what it does to me in the end - Major High Love to be DUMPED again.
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