ok i give up - i been doing quite well lately - untill last night - i aws walking the dog andi had this big dizzy faint feeling - it was all i could do to try n gethome !! once i had been in a whiel it eased !! however today i feel wobbly and like im falling a bit on edge but im not sure why - im only at home doing nothing (swell other than hosuework) i feel like im cnostantly gunna fall over or pass out its horrible - i have eaten etc so i dont think its that !! i have had a week of appointments mond- doc tues - gastro thurs - daughter had opticians and ballet thurs - eyes (horrible experience) and friday - physio - whilst doing all of this tryign to battle with my IBS which was playing up - do u think its the after effects of the tension and anxiety even though i didnt really notice it or something else ? am quite worried cause daughters with her dad and i think if i pass out nobody will know about it and i will be left here on my own - im too scared to g n walk to bloody dog again now and i was really beginning to enjoy it !! (puppy is new to try and make me go out) i feel like just giving up now i really had enough !!
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