I know everyone always says..just breathe, sit with the anxiety, let it pass...well what happens when you're like me and your anxiety doesn't pass? It's there from the second I wake up, and I'll just sit and try to relax and let it "pass" but it doesn't...I just feel anxious, nervous, and like I'm going to burst all day everyday whether it's a weekday or a weekend, whether I'm in my house or somewhere else. I don't have any "safe zones". Everyday I have the same feelings regardless of where I am or what I'm doing. I've been on Lexapro for the past year, but I guess it's not really doing anything anymore. The only way to semi enjoy my day and not feel like I'm suffering to get through it is with klonopin. It's making me lose interest in life, especially because I just went a full year without any of this.
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