I havent eatin in 3 days and my stomach has been upset. I am having intense anxiety. Im still functioning like going to work and stuff but i feel like im losing control. Im afraid of people knowing or of going to a psychiatrist because then i feel like that solidifies that im crazy and that i will have to deal with anxiety the rest of my life. I cant take meds because i i have panic attacks as soon as a swollow them and make myself throw up. I dont know what to do.. i just want to cry.
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