I have always been a thinker and a problem solver and no venues were closed to inspection. But what was I looking for? I am realizing now, I was looking for an answer to soothe my anxiety. And what is that anxiety exactly, I am wondering, and I am getting the impression that it is mostly related to ppl or rather my own reactions to these ppl. Why are people generally so alien to me, why does everyone seem so absorbed by mundane things, and why does this bother me so much. I often view myself as a 20th century man living in the 14th century or earlier. Often I view ppl as callous and even barbaric in their demeanor and actions, although I do not fear them directly, I think rather I fear my reactions to them, if ever I lost control of my alien-like facade, my 'normalcy' in their eyes. Does this ring a bell with anyone else? thx for reading.
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