For most of my life I played footy (soccer) pretty hardcore. well, I'm trying to go down a new path, now (trying to be a student); so far its been good, but every now and then I get these HUGE feelings of anxiety... it's kind of undescribable what happens. I feel scared and shake. The feeling is similar to how I feel at the start of a game, right before the whistle blows. Or I feel like a racehorse in a gate that's not gonna open. I really, really want to go play and train the way I used to but that would be impossible; its in the past. It's very disheartening and frustrating... can anyone relate?
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