I am having a really bad day today. I woke up at 1:30 no reason why. Got up got a drink of water and went back to bed. I woke up at 5am with my legs and arms numb and tingling. Freaked me out. I went to the doctor this am and she said she doesn't know what to do for me anymore. If I can't get this under control soon she wants me to check into the hospital. I can't think positive right now or anything. I'm talking to someone today but I'm scared. I was fine 3 weeks ago and bam all hell since then. I'm on Lexapro and Lorazapam. Didn't go into work again today. I just want to turn back time and go back to last month well all was good. I need help but don't know how to do this. My best friend is getting frustrated with me. I can tell. I don't know where to turn anymore. I fell like I'm out of my mihd.
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