i am going on a trip for 2 weeks with my boyfriend and some of his family- i just lost my job (agency closed down) and have been dealing with health issues for almost two years- i am anxious about being around any people who may judge me- its not my fault i am out of work, yet it feels so negative...and i really dont want people to know-so i have to carefully answers the questions that i know are about to come forth-no one in his family knows about the health problems (too scared to tell) or job (too scared to tell them)...it just makes me nervous...we are leaving wed.
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