Me and my mom have been fighting more lately. Today we had a big fight and when I came home she didn't wanna let me back in the house, my brother had to open the door for me. She won't look at me and I can barely get her to speak to me. I know I can be a bad daughter but sometimes I feel like my parents are immature and they act like children. My dad especially likes to annoy everyone like he's a little brother. I'm so unhappy at home and I have a hard time wanting to be alive. I'm very unhappy. I don't have a way out of home right now. I don't want to live alone anways im terrified of being alone. There has always been so much yelling and tension it's very toxic here
In June, I am going to be going on a trip to Florida with my mom and brothers and we are getting there by plane and I'm really nervous about that. I've only flown on a plane one other time and I was 2 years old and I don't remember anything about it. The thought about being in a giant metal bird going who knows how high up into the air terrifies me. Also, I'm scared that the plane is going to...
I hate having an anxiety disorder. I was doing well for a bunch of months.I have been taking my meds, meditating, trying to live in the moment.Last few days my anxious brain is acting up.