So I've felt 'funny' and kind of anxious all day. Still on and off really sensitive to sound. Although I don't seem to have a problem when I'm involved with something. It's sometimes really hard to hold a conversation with someone. I'll think of me throwing up or something happening to me while I'm talking. Then I'll start to feel like I have to throw up. But I never do. Sometimes the best way to describe it is I'll feel 'sickly'. Off and on dizziness or nausea combined with just feeling 'weird'. Then sometimes it seems like I have a lot of head pressure. Almost like my sinuses or something. And 'inside my head'. Like my head is going to implode. Sometimes it seems like the feeling when you get off an airplane. Your head and ears feel kinda funny and you just feel kind of out of it. And sometimes I'll get like weird 'twitches' where my neck or head will move slightly. I don't think it moves enough for anyone to notice. But of course I'm afraid that this is the start of something worse and I'll end up being mentally ill, twitching uncontrollably and not being able to string sentences together. All this and this was actually one of my relatively good days I suppose. I still had the anxiety but I felt a little better. Still kind of afraid I might be going crazy or something. ANYONE RELATE TO ANY OF THIS :) ??
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