My mom found out yesterday that she has a very small cancerous lump in her breast. She said that her doctor says it is great that they found it so early. It didn't even come up on a mammogram, the doctor had to feel around for it.
She is taking it as good news and I am too for the most part. I can't help but think of worst-case scenarios, but I'm telling myself not to. I realize that my mom is most likely going to be on my mind in some way, but I'm going to try to make sure not to overthink and diagnose her. Even though, I looked at what happens with tiny lumps and saw surgery or radiation pills can solve the problem.
She even went to the hair salon today (lol), so I'm hoping to take a page out of her book and just "go with the flow".
Also, my girlfriend went to the doctor today and they are slightly concerned about a mole on her back. Also, she is concerned about my mom, but I kind of don't want to tell her since she could be going through something similar. She has to get blood work done, but since they didn't alarm her either, I guess I need to be optimistic on both fronts...
Hope you all are doing well! Peace, love, and blessings to you all!
I've had a bad nightmare again about rowing with my mother, I feel really unsettled and nervy this morning, its set me back. I've mentioned these nightmares to my doctor and he said they cant really be treated or helped, so it seems like I am stuck with them.I'm so nervous this morning, I've taken vallium to try and calm me down, but I think I need a stronger dose.
I think this deserves to go under panic attacks but I know Anxiety and Panic go hand in hand. My panic attacks are all encompassing. I've always wished I could be normal and not have them. However, I am normal, I just have panic attacks....my normal is panic attacks. My trigger is highways. When I get a panic attack I sweat, chest tightens, and my senses become hyperactive. I'm unable to practice...