it's been months after months of dizziness, fogginess, disoriented and lately fatigue/vision probs along w/ the increasing thoughts of suicide. went to er yesterday because of fem probs and they put me on provera for 5 days (fibroids) thought the dizziness was geting worse because of upcoming period. tried to wean down to 1/4 of xanax 3 times a day, still on lithium and seroquel it's been four years, my husband thinks i need to quit the xanax alltogether that he had similar probs with it, I did put call into doc today because I am at a loss and feel close to doing something to myself because I feel stuck and I am hurting..I have been fighting everday for along time to push beyond the dizziness but it seems to be winning..the ER docs say it's my meds and my psych doesn't think it is
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