Just had to write sonething,,,,I have'nt a freakin clue to why I can't get my anxiety down today...Right now,,,I'm breathing right,,making sure of that,,,I've taken my klonopin,,but its like its doing nothing.....The Damn fear of death is haunting me at the moment,,,,,afraid to lay down,,,,afraid I wont get up. Its just anxiety,,it has to be,,,I just don't understand Why the meds not working......I'm very tense,,very nervous,,and very easy to upset,feeling every heartbeat,,,almost to the point to where I'm afraid to freakin Move...........But I'm pushing myself,,and if this shit wants to kill me,,then Do It,,Any suggestions on how I can bring this down?,,,I should know how,,,as I long as I've had it,,,but I just can't right now.
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