My anxiety and panic have really been getting out of hand these last few weeks. I can't stand it! I feel like the walls are closing in around me. I feel like my meds are doing absolutely nothing. I don't have insurance, so I can't see a doctor. This has all become very depressing. I had to leave work today because of a panic attack that I couldn't get a grip on, I told them I was sick. All I think about any more is my anxiety and having another panic attack. It is driving me crazy. I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.
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