Well, my mind is going nuts as usual but my anxiety is really crazy since school is starting and im looking for jobs and all in all trying things to meet people...but my medication arent working...i think ill just pay the loads of money for efexor because i cant handle this much pressure and all this pressure is causeing me to be depressed and thinking about suicide which i rearely do....im tired of having this anxiety..its like im caring to heavy bricks in my head on called anxiety the other depression..anxiety is always bigger than the depression but the depressions takes the lead sometimes and when it does i wanna just die....i hate it...so im looking into individual thrapy to help me group isnt working because i think i will be jugde becasue of having social anxiety and becasue think my issues arent important so i tend to be the listenier why put up with that shit if therapy is suppose to be helpful to you..it seems like my therapist was mad im thinking wtf this is not helping me i need indivual help...well idk what shes thinking but it seemed that way..if so well ill not type that here...but anyway i just want advice on how you guys handle anxiety...i will talk to my PCP to prescribe me xanax and ask my Phychiatrist to order effexor even though its cost alot... ill just use my saving..becasue im tired of living life this way i really am...if religion wasnt apart of life i would have killed myself long time ago..anyway i just need advie im really sad right now.....
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