lately i have been feeling so paranoid. i wake up scared that i am going to be sick, or that i am going to faint, or that something is going to happen to me. i obsess about it all the time and it is taking a toll on everything i do. i feel like its getting worse. i no longer feel like doing the things I used to do...i always feel i should take it easy and rest because i dont feel good and it might get worse. i feel like these things are so real, but no one beleives me. my family seems to have given up and they just think i am stressed about things and dont know how to handle it. i went to the doctor as well, and got blood tests done (AGAIN!) and have yet to hear back from him since he is away on vacation. everytime i go out i think "i didnt get the test results yet, anything could happen to me anytime since i dont know what is wrong with me". all of this is exhausting and i don't know what to do anymore. i am not taking meds, and am terrified of taking that route. i know this is a bit long...just felt like getting it all out. thanks for reading :)
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