I used to think that I was pretty damn strong, I have battled this panic and anxiety for a long, long time. I am in therapy, and as of monday I am taking Wellbutrin and .5 mgs of xanax up to 3x a day. I feel awful! I feel sick to my stomach, more panic attacks, than ever, I feel unreality, everything seems so unreal and my body keeps twitching and has such intense fear.. My p-doc says to keep on the medicine and let it work. The only time I feel better is when I take the xanax and I still don't feel ALL better. I don't want to get addicted but I feel like I am living in hell and I am scared! I feel desparate like I cannot live my life like this anymore. I have never been so scared in my life... Everyone keeps telling me to have faith, and let go, but it's easier said than done... I just needed to vent, and I am looking for a little encouragement... I can't describe how awful I feel... I just hope this med works... I don;t ever want to go through this again...
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