I have been dealing with this for all my life and these past few years have gotten worse because of all the things that have happened but its gettting to where i cant even go outside or go out and have fun because im always thinkin someone will be staring at me and judging me and it drives me crazy i just wish that i wasnt like this i always have wished that and its just getting really old im tierd of not being able to be all outgoing around people and not being able to go out and have fun i constantly worry about how i look and what other people when before i did sometimes but not all the time like this...im tierd of anxiety running my life because this isnt me i want people to know that..what can i do to make it go away or to at least make it a bit better...any advice would be great..
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