I have started getting chest pains again. It always centers around stress at work. I am living in a living condition where it's very stressful.
The house isn't big enough for 4 people. I was the one that got there the last so I feel I should be the one to leave. I have been looking at apartments but I don't have enough money saved yet. I am at my 90 day mark at work and don't know if I'm going to get hired pemanantly or not. My true test was this last two weeks where my boss was oot and I was running the show. Right out the gate I get hit with things all at once, but I handled them as best as I could with the knowledge Ive got. I'm worried. Im in a co-dependant relationship where we are both co-dependant. I am co dependant because I have a roof over my head right now and he is because I don't think he can be alone. Ive left before and wound up coming back as I had nowhere else to go which makes me feel terrible.
A friend from the past reached out to me and wants a relationship even though he is still married-says he is on his way out of the marriage but I don't trust him. I have a hard time trusting people anyway. I have another friend who needs me emotionally and our only communication source is the phone. All I want to do is throw this phone in the ocean. But, I can't because he needs me.
There was a man I was in love with. There was passion. He has his other "friends" with benefits and has pressured me to get my own place. But, my question is, what has he done to help me? What am I getting out of the relationship?
My best friend hardly talks to me anymore. She lives a very "perfect" life and she is comfortable and never faced the challenges I have.
I think it's hard for her to relate, so she doesn't call.
My question is, should I throw my phone in the ocean? Get rid of people who don't serve me? Not be there for people who need me?
Just disappear off the radar for awhile?
This semester has been extremely hard on me. I dealt with having a stalker on campus among other things. My anxiety suddenly started getting really bad. For over 2 months now I’ve felt like I’m running on autopilot. It’s scary because it almost feels like reality is in a dream-state at all times. I worry that I’m going crazy. A friend told me it may be something called...
I have posted a few times regarding problems with my relationship. I sought advice and tried to take it. We went to a counseling session that was painful but honest and from there tried to utilize the tools given. For about a month things have been mostly good. Ive tried on my end to let a lot more go and he's tried on his end to respect my feelings on when he inadvertently hurts me.However, the...