Yay! I am finally feeling better! I had one weird roller coaster day yesterday. I was moderately anxious when I got up in the morning, went to work, threw up 3 times and then felt pretty good! No anxiety! (Maybe it came up with my breakfast burrito!? hehe) That is until about 6:00 in the evening and I had a moment where I felt really low and panicky and felt like crying which lasted all of about 3 minutes. Then I felt fine again! Weird! Today, I had minimal anxiety this morning, slept great last night and have felt pretty calm all day with just a little edginess at times. I am hoping it will last! I go up on my meds again tonight. I'm at 15mgs now working my way to 20. I am liking this even though I feel a little zombied! Woohoo! I'm just so relieved and hopeful!!! =) Yes! There is hope!
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