I have been suffering with severe anxiety for 8 months now. It got so bad that i am no longer able to attend school which has made me more depressed than ever. We don't know what caused it but anytime i am forced to go into my school i get a severe panic attack and have to get out of the school. It started to get to a point were i couldn't go to the grocery store or malls or anywhere thankfully, i am beginning to get out and about but my life still has changed drastically. I don't talk to my friends at school they don't talk to me. The only person i have from the school is my boyfriend who is very supportive and will do what he can to help me. My parents are the same way but after 8 months with still no hope of going back to school they are becoming extremely discouraged with me, they believe that I'm not trying, and that i don't want to go back. I do want to go back but everyday I'm not there i worry more and more. I have been on about 15 different medications and they are either two strong, or not effective. Not many people will see me because I'm underage. its just very depressing and i don't understand. Even though my family and boyfriend are there for me i still feel like they do not understand how much of a struggle this truly is. Any suggestions or other teens out there or someone who went through this as a teen. I mean prom is in a few months and i cant even go to that this is supposed to be the happiest years of my life and they completely and utterly suck. And to add something i wasn't bullied or assaulted at school this completely came out of no where i got good grades and was liked by my peers i wasn't the most popular but i was known. i just don't get this at all.
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