Starting to think this is the cuprit of my anxiety towards my bf, i always grew up thinking i had to be w my race although i have never dated in it, i always thought i had to have my own car own apartment , independent, now that i dont have or do these things i think there catching up even tho conciously i was perfectly happy till ingot depressed n mu dad fiance had asked about my bf n what he does, i felt like i lied to make him look good, i was always proud of him loved him regardless of how he is ( hes smokes weed , so do i, hes takin time off from school, works at a restaurant) felt like i cudnt just tell them that n it sparked something...started analyzin like crazy, hes not white , all of a sudden that became a problem n i was ruminating n my dads fiance said she had someone for me to meet, which kinda annoyed me felt like it was disrespectful she made it seem like he had money n so successful.. Think that sparked something, now the last 2 months have been crazy tumoil inside like im lookig to end my relatiionship and its killing me inside bc i kno i love him n none of these things mattered before... God help us bc i dint want us to end i hate how i was so happy n then this..any thoughts ? This is anxiety talking? Help
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