Now that I am feeling better, I am afraid maybe the antidepressant I am taking might make me feel TOO good. Is that silly or what? I woke up this morning feeling normal. I got up, went to church, came home and took a 3 hour nap, then got up and cleaned house. I've felt some flashes of panic today, but overall, I am not having much anxiety. Then I started thinking, "what if I feel this good today and tomorrow I feel too good?" Like manic or something. I am not bipolar and have never had any symptoms. I stay on a relatively even keel all the time. So why am I worried about this? I am not up to 20 mgs of my Celexa yet (I'm still at 17mg) and afraid to go up because of this new fear. Weird, weird, weird!
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