I suffer anxiety, as most of you know, it sometimes gets so bad where I can't leave the house, I can't do a lot of normal things and I always try to talk myself out of having to do things, I have ocd and I have to do thing certain ways, which means I can never ask for help cuz noone will do it just right..I just sometimes wish I could be locked in a room forever and not have to deal with this all..I know I obviously can't, but I just feel like I should be locked up or maybe it would be better..Does anyone else feel like this sometimes ?! I just keep asking why..It's a question that I won't ever have answered but I continue to ask because I just hope that somehow by some miracle I will one day find the answer..It's all so frustrating and discouraging and I don't want to 'deal' with it anymore, I don't want to live my life around my fears, worries, ocd and anxiety, I just sometimes wish I was 'normal' ..Whatever that is..
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