Does anyone just drink to be able to socialize? I have always been afraid of socialzing in w/a lot of people. I get so nervous. I don't like people watching me eat. I am fine once I get to know people. But drinking is ruining my relationship w/my husband And that is not good. I am fine with a few drinks. But once I get blasted. I hate him , yell at him, I don't know why. ANd every relationship I have had I would always act like this towards the guy after awhile. But he is good to me . ANd I am so afraid I am going to lose him. So I need to stop for myself. I want to now and now I am ready. WHat works best for people? ANd how do people still talk to people while being sober? Does anyone have this problem and anxiety? Also I get really nervous when someone is riding in my car. I don't know why.
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