My problem is simple. Out of no where I feel a thump in my chest. Suddenly my breaathing gets labored. I tell myself it\'s all in my head. It\'s too late. I fell as if I am having a heart attack. I am 27 years old and am other wise decent shape.I go as far as to constantly put my hand over the left side of my chest to make sure my heart is still beating. If I feel a tingle in my arm or chest I automaticaly feel as if I am going to have a heart attack. I know that sounds nuts. I live with this everyday. I have put myself in great debt running to the emergency room. Each time the same result. There is nothing wrong. I have had every heart test imaginable. Why can I not kick this rediculous obsesion out of my head. Is there anybody out there that fits this description? Sometimes I feel as if I am the only person in the world who feels like this. I have tried to make contact with other people like myself. I feel so alienated.
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