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she passed away today

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as some of you may know, my great-grandma has been in the hospital for the last week fighting pnemonia. she is 95, and this morning, she passed away. i know people say "oh she was 95, she lived a long life", and i know that, but it doesn't make it any easier to loose her. she was like a 2nd mom to me. she has been in my life for 22 years, and now...shes gone. i keep hoping that she knew how much i loved her and how much she meant to me. i kind of feel like this is my fault in a way. when i said my prayers last night, i asked god to take her if he wasn't going to heal her, because she didn't deserve to suffer. i'm so lost in emotion right now. i don't know what to say or what to do.i don't know when we will have the funeral, but i feel that i should speak at it. i don't know. i just wish she could have stayed with me forever.thank you to everyone who was praying for her and my family. it means alot to me. my doc was supposed to call in my refill for my xanax thursday, and hasnt yet. i am having severe anxiety right now and i dont know what to do.
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Hi really sorry to read that you dear great-granma passed away. You sound like you had a very close relationship with one another and I would say you were both very fortunate to have each other. Of course you did not want to lose her but remember you can never lose your special memories that you both shared.
She is peacefully sleeping now and I am sure she is watching you knowing what a special person you are. Be proud and think of her life as a celebration! What a lucky lady she was to have a long and close family life.
I shall say a prayer for you.
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I'm really sorry to hear about your great-grandmother. My grandmother passed this passed week, as well. I only wish that I had had the relationship with her that you had with your's. I know that there are not words to console you right now, but consider this: when she gets to heaven, she will turn around and you will be there, as if no time has passed since your last meeting. And, when you get to heaven, she will be waiting for you, and it won't matter how much time you have spent apart. I doubt that will make you feel any better, but it is what my girlfriend tells me when the panic hits me and I'm afraid I'm going to die.
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