If you read my post last night about the testing I had this morning o chose not to go. At first the decision was out of fear. Then I decided SCREW IT! my Dr order it so I could see I was fine. Why am I so needy? I'm done. That test just was gonna fuel my anxiety and I fought it. I have ibs so I scheduled an appointment with a gastroenterologist and ill let him tell me what I need. I have had excellent blood tests so why the rush? Why. I'm done no more fuel to the fire unless necessary. Why fear having cancer anymore. I'll saVe the fear until its true. From now on I'm alive and I will live until I'm told I won't. I'm choosing not to suffer. Bring it on anxiety I'm gonna fight back!
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