I'm scared/anxious/worried... mostly because I know he will be in some discomfort and there isn't much I can do to prevent that. My nephew 16 will be having a Kidney Transplant tomorrow. My sister, his mom, is the donor so that's double the worry. I know they are both very strong but I still can't help but feel really anxious. I took them to the mall yesterday and got a terrible panic attack. I felt so sick. I couldn't stop shaking and was very nauseous. I'm glad my other sister was there to drive us back home. I hope and pray that it all goes well tomorrow. Also that these bad feelings of anxiety at the very least diminish. I want to be able to function properly and help any way I can. I need to be strong but I'm so tired of fighting these negative feelings... =(
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