I have been a mess for a couple of days, and I need some help. My mind has been doing double time and I havent been on meds for awhile. Thankfully, I just got my health insurance back and can afford medication again. I was on abilify and wonder how long it takes to completely get out of your system. I have been extremely nervous, panicky, paranoid, and just plain out of sorts. I have a day off from work today, and I feel like I am pacing. I am having a hard time at work too. When this has happened in the past, I have given up and gone to the hospital. I need to do everything I can so that doesnt happen this time. I feel just plain irresponsible and not myself. I have been talking to my husband about it, explaining way too much about how I am feeling, and he can only understand so much. I really dont have anyone to talk to right now, because I feel uncomfortable around people, and have lost most of my friends because I am not how I used to be. I am really worried about my behavior to the point of obsession. I am scared and need some guidance.
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