Today started out great with my anxiety. I woke up. I was fine. Just half an hour ago it hit me. I've had a really dull headache for the past few days -logically due to stress & anxiety. However i cannot cannot CANNOT get it out of my mind that i have a brain tumor. I looked up the symptoms, convinced myself i have alot of them. I was just at the doctors and he told me i was fine. I can't stop thinking about it. I feel like i'm going crazy. I feel like the world is ending, i feel like i'm dying or something. I hate this. I'm so fed up with myself i'm just crying. Its so fustrating. I need some support right now and for someone to knock me back into reality. Why can't a simple headache just be a tension headache to me, why does it have to turn into a brain tumor. Why can't i just be normal. I'm begging for some good words and support.
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