I'm not sure where this stems from...but i was wondering if anyone here has trouble dealing with reality and what i mean by this is- does anyone feel like there constantly in a dream or hazey state of mind? like you're not sure if something is really happening to you or if those things in the past really did happen to you? i have so many points when i look at my past and can't remember parts of my life...like it's just a black hole or blank page and for some reason i can't see past whatever was supposed to be there... it worries me when i think about "reality." keeps me from moving forward sometimes. how can i move on from something i can't even remember but know was painful? on the same note...this is the reason meditation rarely works for me. i get too nervous and my deepest thoughts scare me and perhaps i don't want my deepest secrets to be revealed even to myself?!
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