Who would I be if I had been allowed to be who I was meant to be?
Without my innate desires having been crushed by fearful and imperfect parents?
Would I, the good boy and now man that I am, recognize myself? Would I like myself?
Where is the lost potential? Where does it hide?
Or is who I am right now exactly who I am supposed to be?
If you can relate, I would love to hear from you. Or if you have any "answers" to these questions. Sorry this is not specific to anxiety, but it is part of what drives some of my anxiety, I think.
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