K new med added today.Lorazepam was added taking place of clonazepam, which was for panic attacks and anxiety.Also been taking zoloft for few months and seroquel for maybe two weeks.They are trying to find right meds for me.Just had baby aug 12 with complications.I just feel sick inside,lots of anxiety and just depressed I guess.They guess maybe im bipolar.I went in hospital to get meds straight last year but found out was pregnant,I swore would never go in hospital again but with some of the feelings and thoughts im having well kind of want to but feel also like they may have to sadate me UGH scary!!! I hate not being in control plus what about my kids one with autism. I'm lost! Also on heart meds now,you would just have to read my journals to understand.I feel hopeless! I should be full of life and happy! I fought so hard to live and now just feel sadness and no hope which is nuts! Anyone have advice?
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