I'm not sure if this is my anxiety or not.. questioning everything im even questioning the love i have for the only person that matters in my whole life, i mean i know i love him so much ive been with him for a year and a half and hes been there for me so much and this is the first time ive been unsure i just dont want this thought in my head anymore i know i love him so much and i never would want to be without him so why is this bothering me so much? im always worried about everything but this was the one thing i never doubted. im so scared. we wont see eachother for a whole month and right now im not even that sad i dont know why. i feel like i should be is this just my anxiety? please say it is. im worried i might not miss him at all and thats crazy because i miss him everyday im so confused and i cant talk to him about this it would kill him. i dont understand im so confused...
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