I am so sick & tired of feeling anxious I just hate this. I go through every day waking up and fighting my way through the day. Today I am so wound up I dont know which way to turn !! I have had anxiety /depression for about 6 years or more and am just fed up . I thought meds would help more than they have . I feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. This is so sad for me as I know there is a life out there I would give anything to live . I am married , have 3 wonderful children, and 2 beautiful grandbabies. I am not enjoying them the way I want and need to . I dont know how to keep going , I am tired . I beleive in God , but I just dont think he is listening to me . I have all this but feel so lonely and sad. I feel worthless as well as a big burden to the ones I love so desperatly love . I just hate the way I bloody well feel . It is so painful ! I just want to feel normal whatever that is .
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...