I am so sick & tired of feeling anxious I just hate this. I go through every day waking up and fighting my way through the day. Today I am so wound up I dont know which way to turn !! I have had anxiety /depression for about 6 years or more and am just fed up . I thought meds would help more than they have . I feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. This is so sad for me as I know there is a life out there I would give anything to live . I am married , have 3 wonderful children, and 2 beautiful grandbabies. I am not enjoying them the way I want and need to . I dont know how to keep going , I am tired . I beleive in God , but I just dont think he is listening to me . I have all this but feel so lonely and sad. I feel worthless as well as a big burden to the ones I love so desperatly love . I just hate the way I bloody well feel . It is so painful ! I just want to feel normal whatever that is .
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