My anxiety is so bad right now I cant even make it to work. I have missed 6 days in the last two weeks, and Im close to losing my job. The nights before work I get hot, sick, weak, and dizzy. I wake up and the same thing happens. Its like my body takes over and I cant move. I start to shake, cry and get sick...then I call in. After I call in I feel fine, all of it goes away. I just started Valium and Zoloft, the Valium calms me somewhat but I cant work on it. When Im having anxiety about work I dont care if I lose my job, b/c I just want the anxiety to go away. If I do lose my job I will piss off my family again b/c this has been an ongoing cycle for 10 years now. I just feel lost, I dont want to feel like this anymore. Please help!
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