I am in an unhappy relationship with my fiance, we live together and he pays for everything, so I have no money. I JUST started a job today, well I had orientation and my anxiety hit so bad! I was trying not to cry the entire time I was there and came close to losing it a few times. When I got home I lost it, like LOST it. I was talking to my dad on the phone and I just burst out crying and that made me feel stupid cause I just dont cry in front of my dad. I am having trouble breathing, I want to eat everything thing in site, I feel hopeless and am SO scared! I NEED to keep a job and such so that I can move out, but I am honestly gonna be driven to suicide if this continues. PLEASE do you have any advice?
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