i've had anxiety since i can remember. i've been on various medications for it. about a month ago, i had an extremely tramatic experience. ever since then, i've formed some new symptoms of anxiety. i've been getting something called derealization. where you feel like you're separate from your body. whenever i look in the mirror, i don't feel like that's me. i mean, it's normal for people to get that feeling once in a while, but i have it every time i look in the mirror now. i could just be sitting there on the couch watching television and i start to not be able to feel my hands. i woke up one morning scared to death because i couldn't feel my legs. my psychiatrist put me on this new medication. and one day in school, i had a really bad side affect from it. my whole arms and head felt like they were on fire. he immediatly took me off of the meds. that was two weeks ago. i haven't left my house since. i'm scared to leave my house because of all of this. i've formed extreme paranoia with everything. it's effected my schooling. i know i'm not going to pass the year. it's effected my social life. i won't even leave the house for my friends. and this isn't like me. i'm normally out and about. i hate being home. now, i'm terrified to leave it. i'm so scared. i'm terrified of all of this. i seriously feel like i'm going crazy. if anyone else had this, please let me know. and please if you could, help me get through it. because i'm starting to lose my faith in god over this. i've been praying to him and praying and asking him to help me with this. and i haven't gotten better. i need some advice. thanks for listening.
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