I have been dabbling in taking pain pills on and off for the last month and started smoking cigarettes again after I had quit. I am feeling extremely guilty considering I have a young son and husband and I know I really need to stop. I think I can. Unfortunately I have a friend who is in way deeper than me and enables me to get them whenever and actually gives them to me. I know it is my choice and my life, but I am at a loss for what to do. I would consider her my best friend besides her pill problem she has been there for me for everything. I don't know what to do, but I know I need to make a change now before it's too late. Does anyone have any advice?
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