I\'ve had panic attacks for sometime now but now it\'s under control for the most part. I am 31 year old male who has low self esteem. If I travel too far to unknown places I feel uneasy. I don\'t deal with stress too well. I take everything to heart and think negatively. What if something bad happens? I have made no attempt to make new friends and I stay home when I come home from work. I am used to be alone but now it\'s getting out of hand. I go to work and have no motivation to go anywhere. I was offered to go out a few times with co-works but I declined the offer because I was afraid I might get a panic attack. If I walk in a room full of people I think they are judging me and all my flaws. I am the 1 salesman in our company. I don\'t understand how I can be so good at work and have no social life. I think I am ugly and have been sigle for a long time. I am frustrated with my life. All I focus on is my work. I have no balance in life. I try to over achieve and please my boss. Then I come home and don\'t leave until it\'s time to go to work again. I just don\'t feel like meeting new people. I feel comfortable just staying at home away from the public. What is wrong with me?
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