or what is it? I find myself, a lot lately, feeling a ball of something in my stomach, i get very upset and tence, and feel like i'm gona be sick to the stomach. My breathing gets heavy and I feel like I'm just gona be sick over things I know I can not controll. What is wrong with me? It's sometimes lil' things like the annoyance of my mother, and sometimes the big things like the love of my life that I want so badly but just can't have.... I just can't pinpoint what is wrong with me and why I seem to be feeling this way a lot more lately than normal.
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